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[20 Oct 2006|03:24am] |
ladies and gentlemen..
i will be in town for thanksgiving.
be prepared.
i miss you guys. =(
we better hang out or else.
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[12 Mar 2006|12:21pm] |
it's 81 degrees outside.....
what's up summer.
and our air conditioner broke. awesomeeee.
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[21 Feb 2006|06:35pm] |
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[15 Jan 2006|12:24am] |
i fucking hate retards.
when you ask someone a question and after everytime they answer you they ask why.
example:
do you go to church?
yea why?
um just wondering.
where were you born?
chicago. why?
cause i was thinking about moving there?
haha why?
i lied.
i'm confused.
yeah i notice.
are you done with the scissors?
yeah why?
so i can stab you in the eyeball douchebag.
seriously stop being so dumb please.
ps people...
please start learning how to use your, you're, there, their, they're, too, and to.
thankyou.
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| i haven't been this happy in minutes. |
[24 Dec 2005|11:49pm] |
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updation about my life:
-Usher came to eat at the restaurant i work at. only black man i would ever have sexual intercourse with. ever.
-hotel for my birthday. had a blast. love my friends. thankyouverymuch.
-got an apartment. =) finally.
-misskward. i wish you could come here.
-spent tonight with my mommy. i miss her. turkey and movies= good times.
-christmas with nathan's family tomorrow.
-lauren's in england and i hate her guts for not taking me with her.
-full body massage next saturday. me and lauren. i'm so excited.
-new years: hotel downtown atlanta to watch the ball drop. hellz yeah.
-christmas is just another day. i wish i was young again.
-i hate being broke.
um that's it.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!#?23!!!12@#?
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[16 Dec 2005|11:12pm] |
so i met usher tonight and it's my birthday.
i'll tell you about it laterrrrrrrrrr. =)
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[24 Nov 2005|09:37am] |
i'm home till sunday.
you should probably hang out with me.
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| i never looked at you that way cause i always thought you were gay! |
[17 Nov 2005|01:43pm] |
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i really do have the rebound rate of like 2 seconds i swear.
there's nothing better than meeting a new boy to get over the last douchebag.
and he's so much better than douchey too.
=)
as you grow up, you learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will...
you'll have your heart broken and you'll break other hearts...
you'll blame a new love for things an old one did...
you'll fight with your best friends and you'll eventually lose somebody you love...
so take too many pictures
laugh too much, forgive quickly
and love like you've never been hurt
because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back...
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| ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm |
[08 Nov 2005|09:46pm] |
if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.
ready
set
go
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[06 Nov 2005|03:39am] |
Dear Life,
I give up.
Ungreatfully yours,
Amanda.
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[02 Nov 2005|01:11am] |
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it's times like these where i miss home the most.
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[22 Oct 2005|08:53pm] |
so the moral of the story is:
don't drink and drink and drive kids.
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| i'm waiting till i see it in your eyes. |
[14 Oct 2005|03:37pm] |
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sooo hey.
i started school this week. i skipped my first two classes. fuck school. who needs it. i have 3 classes a week 3 and a half hours each. psychology on monday night, english wednesday afternoon and math thursday afternoon. pretty good deal. i worked monday night thats why i didn't go on monday. and on wednesday i forgot to set my alarm and woke up at 1 and had to be there at 130 and i was like fuck it, i'm not driving all the way into atlanta. soo didn't have time. so i slept for a few more hours till i had to work. thennnnnn thursday i had math....
i swear to god i go to the school for the retarded.
he gave us a pre test that the school makes us take. and there were 20 word problems. let me give you a sample of one..
There were 4,057 voters that voted in last years election. That's 15% more than this years voters. How many people voted this year?
holy fuck. i finish in like 5 mins and i looked at the girl next to me and she was still on the first page. people were using calculators and everything. i mean i'm not like wicked smart or anything but come on people. what the fuck is wrong with georgia. i'm so happy i'm transfering to a better school. only two months of this shit. at least it's an easy A. if i don't get an A in that class i'm seriously gonna kill myself.
this week was good. i hang out with nathan way too much. and i get frustrated with laurens antics way too easily. me nathan lauren and coleman went to los reyes on wednesday night. it's some mexican restaurant that let's us drink without asking for our id. =) coleman bought me a strawberry daiquiri. soo good. it was so big though. it took me forever to finish it. and i had some of lauren's margarita. which was also very good.
last weekend nathan and coleman had a mini party where i drank a lot and got ridiculously sick. so this whole week has been me recovering for tonights party again. it's coleman's 22nd bday and they are having another party. i need to watch myself cause i really don't want to get that sick again. someone handed me 2 pitchers full of daiquiris which i drank all of. then passed out in the bathroom. awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. i had fun up untill then. so tonight i would like to remember everything.
weston called me yesterday and told me about a party his friends having tonight as well. i haven't seen him in forever so i might stop by there for a little bit. it's in east atlanta. blah. i don't want to drive all the way there. oh well. in little 5 points kristinnnnnnnnnnnn. i wish you were here.
me and lauren are baking him a birthday cake and then me and nathan are going out to eat with miss sarah day who i miss very much and needs to come home from school more often. i need to go visit her real soon.
well i guess that's it. ill update tomorrow about how i feel after tonights festivities.
i sometimes forget i have friends in mass. i miss you all. i want to go home soon. iloveyou.
ADIOS.
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| so are we playing for keeps? |
[04 Oct 2005|06:02am] |
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just when i think everythings gonna be fine, faggot lauren slutface comes up with something to get in the way of me and nathan.
he told me today that she told her boyfriend that she had a crush on him. and he asked her what he said to that and shes like "i don't rememeber."
yeah oookay.
it's like a friggin competition with this girl. she acts like my best friend and calls me all the time to hang out but pulls all this shit. nathan says we're not competing but he doesn't know girls. we will be nice to each others face but behind their backs we will say so much shit about them.
i always catch her at work like talking to him and putting her arm on him and she'll be looking at me out the corner of her eye like "ha ha look at me. be jealous!" haha sooo dumb.
she's subconsiously (that doesn't look like it's spelled right..) competing with me. she calls him all the time and texts him all the time when i'm with him. it's not that i don't trust him. i don't trust her. at all.
i ditched her for lunch this afternoon cause i didn't feel like getting up. oops. =)
i have to get up early tomorrow to fill out paperwork at school and sign up for classes. i'm such a procrastinator. i should have done this all a long time ago. ooooh wellll.
tonight i went to applebees with morgana. we ordered sooo much food. i was so hungry. i hadn't eaten all day so going out to eat might not have been the best idea cause i wanted to order everything off the menu.
i think my dog just farted.
the blondie at applebees is my new favorite dessert. i'm not gonna lie, i thought about kristin when i ate it. haha. <3
our waiter knew me..... he's like aren't you lauren goodman's friend?
why yes, yes i am.
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wrong person to bring up buddy. that's the last person you want to mention when you want a good tip man.
me and morgana were talking about her the whole time. i wonder if he heard what i said.. haha.
i had a movie night with nathan on sunday. we watched out of time with denzel washington and three kings. they were both really good. you should go watch them.
i really have no life. i go to work. then go to nathan's at night then go to sleep. then do it all over again. i need some excitement. i live in the city. what the fuck. i need to go out more. tonight was the first night i didn't go to nathan's after work cause he had to get up early and finish his report. i saw him at work though and lauren wasn't there so that made me happy. haha. i am a faggot.
i went to a bar though on friday with nathan and a bunch of other people from work, including one of my bosses. it was funny seeing my boss drunk. hanging out with your boss is so illegal. or something. i know you're just not suppose to do it. if my other boss new about it, he'd be in so much trouble. i like local bars that don't card people. but everything there is so expensive. 2 pitchers of beer between me and nathan ended up being $19. so ridiculous. i had fun that night though.
i haven't been in a drinking mood lately. i only drink maybe like once or twice a week now. usually just the weekends. i'm addicted to freezoni's and red bull again. and finally my insomnia has gone away. i'm so happy i can sleep now. =)
kristinlee i wanted to tell you that you know that song that you made up or whatever on the piano and we used to play it on the piano in the auditorium all the time? haha yeah i swear nathan played it last night. he's like yeah i just made that up... i wish you were here. alsoooooooooooo richard marx right here waiting came on the tv and he got excited and he's like who is this?!!? haha and i told him and he went to his computer and dled it and he said that he's been trying to find out who that was since he was like 8. i wanted to call you right then and there and tell you all about it. i know you're the only one who would appreciate that. *oddly enough*
i want a group of friends again. i have enough but not all of them are friends. i miss mjc2k4. i miss hanging out with a bunch of people.
so um wanna hang out?
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[30 Sep 2005|09:32pm] |
so i got out of my car and starting walking into work then i realized i forgot something so i walked back to my car and i notice the back of my trunk....
someone keyed the top of my trunk and it says fuck you
so since i have a 500 dollar deductable i have to pay to get that fixed with my own money.
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
what the fuck is wrong with the state of georgia. i really think it hates me.
someone hates me.
sweet.
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[29 Sep 2005|12:56pm] |
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i have the day off today. i don't know what to do with myself. i was finally able to sleep last night. but nathan woke me up both last night and this morning and now i can't go back to sleep and i have a headache. headaches suck ass.
well if anyone wants an update on my lovelife i'll try to give you the quick version that's probably just gonna turn into the long version.
nathan thought he liked my friend lauren. so he was liking me and her at the same time. and the three of us work together. but me and her both know what's going on but we still talk and hang out like nothings wrong. theres definately tension there and she's being super nice to me and i kind of want to talk to her about it but i wouldn't know what to say.
last night at work, this kid justin comes up to me and was like "you know the last 3 letters in yours and nathans last names are the same. both ing. you know what that means...?" i was like no what lol. hes like it's fate. you guys are meant to be together. and i just laughed and he was like "you're pushin up on dat right??" justin is black by the way haha. and i just laughed and said i was trying and i told him lauren was pushing up on that more. and hes like lauren pushes up on anythingggg. and then he said youre not gonna let her do that right? hah i told him no and that i was working on it.
later me and nathan were out back and justin comes up and was like lady and the tramp and he looks over at me then lauren. and i just laughed but nathan didnt get it. that's the second person that's called her a tramp in the past 2 days. haha i love justin.
i want to hate her but she's wicked cool to hang out with. she's also a backstabber and she blatantly lied to my face. but hey... what are friends for right?
tuesday night me and nathan talked and he had an ultimatum.
me or lauren.
A or B.
i guess i can be friends with her now...
cause he "chose" me.
=)
i cancelled my date.
i only agreed to it to get my mind off nathan.
then lauren told nathan about my date.
awesome.
so i cancelled.
i'm hanging out with him instead after he has class.
maybe i'll fall asleep again.
maybe i'll go to the gym.
maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i miss kristin.
and kristy.
and kendall.
and a shitload of other people as well.
4 hours. what to do what to doooo.
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[28 Sep 2005|01:08pm] |
off to go shopping with the enemy.
why can't i say no?
why can't i be a bitch??
aaaaaaaw
kward.
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| cupid don't fuck with me. |
[28 Sep 2005|04:25am] |
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all hail the heatbreaker.
3 hours.
me+nathan.
this isn't gonna be as easy as i thought.
all i wanted was the truth.
i got that from neither of them.
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i'm not sure if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders or if i was just hit with a boulder.
it's hard not to be biased.
A or B?
"she's a tramp." -nathan's drunk roommate.
i made a decision for the best/worst case senerio.
i promised myself.
i promised him.
i'll probably break those promises.
i'll make the decision for you.
i'm taking myself out of the running.
i don't play games.
i'm impatient. i don't wait.
i have a date thursday night.
it's not with nathan.
should i tell him?
tomorrow night.
6 oclock.
scalini's.
drama.
aw kward.
youpromise?
ipromise.
i'll sleep good tonight finally.
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[10 Sep 2005|02:08pm] |
my car got broken into last night.
at my apartment building.
smashed my window.
stole my 300 dollar stereo.
and all my cds.
its about 1500 dollars to replace all those cds.
insurance covers my stereo but certainly not my cds.
awesome.
fuck you georgia.
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im leaving for georgia tomorrow night. you should probably hang out with me between now and then cause i wont see you till christmas soooooo call me please. ill miss you all. iloveyou. goodbye.
4042341752 doit.
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